Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Schizophrenia

I learned a new word today. The word is the title of my post.

This is what I copied from Wikipedia:
A person diagnosed with schizophrenia may experience hallucinations (most reported are hearing voices), delusions (often bizarre orpersecutory in nature), and disorganized thinking and speech. The latter may range from loss of train of thought, to sentences only loosely connected in meaning, to incoherence known as word salad in severe cases. Social withdrawal, sloppiness of dress and hygiene, and loss of motivation and judgement are all common in schizophrenia.[6] There is often an observable pattern of emotional difficulty, for example lack of responsiveness.[7] Impairment in social cognition is associated with schizophrenia,[8] as are symptoms of paranoiasocial isolationcommonly occurs.[9] In one uncommon subtype, the person may be largely mute, remain motionless in bizarre postures, or exhibit purposeless agitation, all signs of catatonia.[10]

Oh my gosh, IF I am more paranoid than I was now,  I would think that I had schizophrenia, from my symptom of word incoherence and influent thought process. Why did this symptoms arise though?  (See. my thought began to scatter already)

Read my blog to follow up with my word incoherence. Hiak hiak.

PS: It's really nice to write a quick blog while listening to radio. Comfy.
And in the mean time, check out her this blog post, I like her descriptions of hurricanes and casualties. Link is here.



Tuesday, May 3, 2011

ABC about me.

Found this on Facebook and thought it was fun, so... I paste my answer here.

The ABCs!   

A - AVAILABLE: -
B - BIRTHDAY: 11 August
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Plain water? Or Apple juice..
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: My sister...because she likes to tease me
F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT:Hard to pick one but I am currently into rock/ make that songs with good beat XD
H - HOMETOWN: Malaysia (Seremban)
I - IN LOVE WITH: -
J - JUGGLE: ?
 L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:  every time I go back to my hometown...
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR:  still searching
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 4
O - ONE WISH:  secret
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Mdm. BC
R - REASON TO SMILE: Still alive
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Eherm...Tokio Hotel's Leb die Sekunde. It automatically plays
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:  am a late waker
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: nice thought XDD won't tell lar
V - VEGETABLE(S):   cabbage!!!  salad!
W - WORST HABIT:  you decide.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY: rib cage
Y - YOYOS ARE: toys
Z - Zodiac Sign: LEO. One more thing about egoistic Leo and I will spank the magazine

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU    

Your favorite number:  8,9,3,2,1
 What color do you wear most: neutral colour, like black,grey,brown  and bright colour like green,red ,purple, yellow
 Least favorite color:   None
 What are you listening to: musics (=.=''')
 Are you happy with your life right now: see first
 What is your favorite class in school: addmaths,Biology  ^^ Maths
 Who is your best friend:  best confession?? XD  lots who I tag

Are you outgoing: definitely no

Favorite pair of shoes: high heels. But I can't run in it so I'll pick slippers with strawberry. Nice memories

Can you dance: you mean shuffle around??

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: wow, this action has high difficulties. no
 Can you whistle: I wish
 Walk with your toes curled:  yes.

Do you believe there is life on other planets: definitely.
 Do you believe in miracles: yes
 Love at first sight: YES!!!
 Do you believe in Satan: yes
 Do you believe in Santa: no~
 Do you believe in magicerm.......maybe  (*tiny voice*)
 Do you know how to swim: know how to swim...?
 Do you like roller coastersyes~  fantastic!!
 Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows:i I will pukeeee, wormiessss???live squid???? No thank you.
 Have you ever been on a planeNo.
 Have you ever been to the ocean: Yes. Memories again~~
 Have you ever painted your nails: *shifty eyes*   I think who I tag will know.

 THE WHATS                                  
 What is the temperature outside hot like oven
 What radio station do you listen to: Hitz.Fm
 What was the last restaurant you ate at:   KFC. mom's bdae
 What was the last thing you boughtcheese cake!!
 What was the last thing on TV you watched: nothing interesting~


THE WHOS   

Who was the last person you IM'd: private!
Who was the last person you took a picture of: sister
Who was the last person you said I love you too:  erm, are you serious?


CRYING SECTION  

Ever really cried your heart out:  hell yeah
 Ever cried yourself to sleepya.
 Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: sister= friend=yes
 Ever cried over the opposite sex: .......
 Do you cry when you get an injury: sometimes
 Certain songs that make you cry: wow, yes x 100000


HAPPY SECTION    

Are you a happy person?:   depends


LOOK AT ME    

What is your current hair color: black.

CURRENTLY WEARING    

What shirt are you wearing: a really baggy T
 Pants: Yellow shorts
 Shoesnop
 Necklacesnop.
 Underwear: ...won't tell 

IN A BOY/GIRL  

Favorite eye color: judging one by his looks is shallow but...I like brown eyes/ eyes like pools of emotion.
 Short or long hair: medium~~~
 Height: Doesn't matter, as long as it is taller (not a tall order) Lol


HAVE YOU EVER:   

Been to jailNO !
 Mooned someone.what???
 Thought about suicide:   private thought
 Laughed so hard you criedyeahhhhhh
 Cried in school: again, yes.
 Thrown up in a store: crossed fingers...no
 Wanted to be a model: with mah height?
 Seen a dead bodyya
 Been on drugs: I am clean~
 Gone skinny dipping: nope!


THIS OR THAT  

Pepsi or Coke: Coke (is original!!)
 McDonald's or Burger KingMcd!!
 Single or Group Dates: Also must see partner mah.
 Chocolate or Vanilla: Ice-cream is vanilla.
 Strawberries or Blueberries: dislike both
 Meat or Veggies: Veggies.
 TV or MovieBOTH....
 Guitar or Drums:  All!!!
 Adidas or Nike: both ..
 Chinese or MexicanChinese

Sorry it is pretty long...