Who say Chocolate (aka me) don't know how to enjoy herself ?

This afternoon is extremely hot with rays of sunbeam penetrating through the thin lace curtain.
You can feel the power of the mighty sun which cast orange light on the floor.
With the sun behaving like this, room temperature in this very room that  she is in at least rise about 1 degree Celsius.

Yet, Chocolate, who is the biggest hater of hot and humid temperature didn't seemed to mind about the sun, or anything else. Her eyes, are glued on the computer screen.
Songs from Tokio Hotel can be heard playing softly in the background while Chocolate has her hands on the key board, typing sentences at a website named ...blog. Then, Taylor Swift's voice came out from the speaker while she typed this sentence.
This is, a regular afternoon for Chocolate.

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At least, I think this is what people would perceive when they saw me now. I am writing from another person point of view simply because I am too boring.

Why calling her chocolate? Because she yearn for some right now. 

Sadness is contagious

I was happily white-washing my bedroom while listening to the radio. Then I heard 'back to December' and felt sad again. We should have a rule about not airing sad songs all the time especially when someone try to cheer up right? Taylor came up with this song that contain so much sadness that I wonder how she live with it. Sadness I mean.

Someone please save me from myself

Perhaps due to prolong lack of schooling and doing anything remotely interesting, I'd been reading a lot of books and listen to tons of songs. I am not kidding when I say 'lots of reading', now my reading material includes :The Star, Sin Chew, novels ( most recent Jane Eyre), Just English, Asian Geographic, Readers' Digest ...

Still, that amount of books and magazines do no good for my constantly-feel-bored-soul. I had a guess that when reading those books no longer take a back seat, say, from your text books and homeworks, the fun slips away too.

To nourish my soul, I listen to songs. All kind. (EDIT: except some, because I still despise the singers. You would thought that a person like me , who is going to be 18, would learn to appreciate things better than filter them by the singer/artist/writer/producer, but not for me anyway)

Lack of better things to do, I took some quiz on Facebook. Everyone knows that the quiz are just for fun, to consume your time. So I did the quiz. From the results, I deduce that I am very depress and lonely person. Heck, maybe I am bitter too.

My results say:

Which Taylor Swift song are you?

Yu got Forever & Always.

You feel betrayed. Either by a friend, family member, or loved one. You feel that they wronged you and told you lies.

Okay everyone deals with lies don't they? No big deal. I feel betrayed?That's a news.

What song of Tokio Hotel discribes you?

Yu got Phantom rider.
You are a person who lost somebody. You still want to say goodbye, but that will not work. you are verry depressed because. You want to disappear from this miserable world back to the one that means so much to you.

One fact: this quiz result contain mistakes,'you are very depressed because' then what? Must I be the one who complete the sentence?

My Result: The Shoegazer

How Obscure is Your Taste in Music?

"Shoegaze" is the best way to describe your taste in music. You love anything that sounds dreamy and distant, with subdued, often androgynous-sounding vocals. You're not into mosh pits or dancing at concerts; rather, you just like to sit back and take in the distorted, ethereal sounds of the music around you. You probably hardly know any of the lyrics to any of your favorite songs, because it's the melody and sound that really matter the most.

Fact: I listen to lyrics too. And are likely to sream in concerts. I haven't tell this theory yet because I haven't go to my first concert. *sad*

SEE, I am very depressed because I don't know what I am depressing over. I don't even know HOW I am going to sound sarcastic as I had intended at the beginning of this post. Help!!! I am going to _____ (you fill in the blank)
Bye. *goes to sulk some more*
muahaha (unsure this is a real laugh or not) (I am sick)(self-loathing)

My first post in 2011

They said you must write something happy in a new year right? I can't think of anything to write right now as I was busy running around in internet at.... site, google. Okay I am not gonna tell which site I am on because it is personal to me.

Here's my happy little post:

XXXXXXX

dang.

I'll write when I can think of one. Sometimes it's just too hard to write something.

xxxxxxxxxxx

edit:

I finally found it.

At 110111, approximately 3.55 p.m., I heard Hitz.FM airing 'Hurricanes and suns'. Gosh, I went all high and I swear my heart swell up twice its size. Then I turned the volume up!

I thought things couldn't be better, but it did. Hitz aired 'back to december next!

Thank you, Hitz.fm for making my entire day so wonderful.

Still, I am holding a grudge against you for NOT playing 'h&s' for so long (at least when I tune in)

XD