The Cameron's incident

No, I am not talking about Cameran Diaz. I am talking about my recent encounter when I went to Cameran Highland with my family.

My father decided to take us to Cameran for a walk (and buy some jams) on our way home from Malacca.

We went to the night market (at 8 p.m.) to browse for strawberries jam ( my father), mouth watering food (my mother) and generally, everything that is interesting (me and my sister).

Guess what I saw?

Two European guys. (okay this is a common sight)

Standing in front of a stall.

Eating...

CHAR KUEY TIAO

I couldn't believe my eyes...

Of all the yummy food, they choose kuey tiao which was sold RM 6 a plate (really expensive) and NOT DELICIOUS at all?

Hmm, maybe they don't develop a taste for Malaysian food yet. They looked like they enjoyed eating that kuey tiao very much.

(I can tell from the appearance of those kuey tiao that it was not yummy, it looks kinda wet and cold...)

Now back from the trip, I am spending my time by:

enough said. I am getting lazier.

Away from home

Came back to Taiping the day before yesterday. It was such a tiring journey. Plus it was boring because I didn't get the chance to listen to any radio station or songs at all. While I was away, I promised myself to write a blog about my trip (I always do this) but I don't know whether I still want to do this or not. Right now I am busy...

Life's a tough crowd

I'm not kidding. Life is a big circle of endless learning. You started to learn when you were born, till the very last day of your life.
But no, I am not going to talk about philosophy now. Yet.

I am talking about a 5-6 hours journey in your father's car to your hometown, which doesn't feel like one anymore because there is almost no one to look forward, except your mother's side relatives and a few of your father's side relatives. Plus there is some malevolent aunties and uncles who like to question some really awkward situations like which position you are in the last exam bla bla bla. Like every time we met is the time for them to show off how excellent their children are. Now I got to attend one of my cousins' wedding. I am totally not close with this cousin of mine, the last time we met is like, three years ago when my uncle passed away.

I am sorry I bad-mouthed about them but I can't stand the thought of seeing them AGAIN. It is such a tremendous stress...

ugh ugh ugh

androgynous

A lot of androgynous character emerged in the telly since K-pop become a popular trend.

Don't get me wrong, I had nothing against androgynous people, really. How they chose to portray their images, is their choice, not ours. And it is our CHOICE, whether to look at them or not.

It's only fair.

But somewhat, a lot of people get confused when they see androgynous person.

'Is this a boy or a girl?' This is the most common question.

Well, actually it's easy to determine their gender, I always get 100% correct when I guess that. A few useful tips,

~determine their culture.

If you saw a person with unidentified gender in a Korean drama, don't hesitate, the person with make up but with masculine quality is definitely a male, because they like to do so. And that male wearing regular men's clothes but seems shy is always female (it's a clinch e in the drama that a girl try to act like a boy for some reason and they always succeeded, though in real life situation, it hardly occur)

~their make up

It's unavoidable that all artist have make ups.

If her/his make up is light, then the he must be a she.

If his/her make up is heavy, then it must be he.

~their voice

NO. This field doesn't help at all. A lot of blokes in Korean drama got girly voices, so do the girl.

So, don't even consider this field unless you wanted to get really confused. ^^

To wrap it all up,

if they look like girl, then they are male. And vice versa.

If they look like anything in between, there is always GOOGLE to seek help.

Good news for music mania like me ~ oh my...

I might faint. I feel... okay, take a deep breathe. Get a grip.

The big news is

Westlife has a new album and Tokio Hotel has 'Best of' (okay this is actuually three..)

I know this news a long time ago, but it seems now is the time to gush about it.
This is no not happening, I mean in a good way.

This is my paradise.

Okay so I "ve got a weird feeling

I know it was a stupid thing to think about . But hey, is there such thing as 'allergic to mosquito bite'? My house experienced power failure yesterday (thank god it was not the day before yesterday, I got exam!!!) No, that was yesterday, but I had to study the day before yesterday, right?

Back to mosquito, during the blackout, where we got torchlights, candles and everything, due to some very unknown reason the mosquitoes were attracted to me. My legs, my hands... covered with red marks and red spots now. The spots are not going to vanish without a good few days. Don't ask me why, my skin has always been like this.

During the blackout I had flashbacks of the days I just moved to Taiping. Weird. With all the lights faded out, the world seems quiet.

Talking about exam, it was going to over...

But,

days at school with friends are the same too.

I don't know I should be glad or sad. It is a 'complicated' feeling. (oh did I mention that I don't like the word 'complicated'??)

My hands are shaking...

Why I was so upset...this week

11.DOG DIED

10. During our principal retirement ceremony they put sexy chick as the background music, oh and sweet dreams and no one seems to realize that. Worse, they put down, you know, that goes, baby are you down,down, down, down, down????

I respect the principal, so I so NOT agree with songs of their choice. They should put something more decent like, urm, my life would sucks without you or noise. Okay, maybe noise is not suitable, just that I love this song very much. Next time, put that okay? Sadly, I also realize that there would be no second retirement for a person, poor principal. Sigh.

9. Every time I went online, there is nobody to talk to. Yes, not a single soul.

8.I still got to go to every freaking tuition.

7. I watched CSI when I was eating. Again.

6.I deprived of decent /good song.

5.I am going to meet the graduation soon.

4. I can't read all the interesting novels that my sister is reading right now.

3.Also, my sister don't agree with songs of my choice. The one that goes, come back to me? It sucks to realize I love drums and songs that got metal as its element. Songs with drum are like, 50% decent even before sorting.

2. A friendly suggestion. Don't listen to Dear John. I love Taylor Swift, but that song got really slow speed, really torture me, as I like normal and fast songs, not SLOW one.

*My tone become more and more bitter.

*Why nobody like the songs I like?????

*maybe my choice is too restrictive.

*go away, K-Pop. And nobody, nobody but chiu. Better still, shut UP.

(I got really low tolerance for these things. And anything too ballad.)

*also suddenly like 'back to december'... such a sad song. T.t

1.My 15-year-old sis is worrying about she live for 15 years doing nothing.

Hey, what about me??(17 now)

and also,

I happened to notice I am blogging in my limited time AGAIN!!!

Ich liebe dich.Deutsch lernen. kidding.nur ein Scherz

oh and by the way

* I like Taylor Swift. I just don't like my sister singing her song. And, what my sis said about me and Tokio Hotel is only an exaggeration. Don't believe what she wrote about that.

*So here, my sis about me, her and music.

*Remember what I say.Oh, I don't just listen to Tokio Hotel.

enjoy.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Me VS my sis (music)

Everytime i heard Taylor Swift's brand new song 'Speak Now' from the radio,I was like

'ahh,Taylor is just so great!'
and then i'll keep singing that song and my sister(the elder one) will be like
'hey,can't you just shut up?'
me:'but Taylor's song is awesome,don't you like it?'
sis:'Yes i like the song,but you're ruining it!Your singing sucks.'(which i doubt it)
me:'WHAT?'
sis:'You heard me.'


And then she'll start saying something like 'Tokio Hotel is the best'
So,from here you can see,sis adores Tokio Hotel.She used to LOVE Taylor Swift,just for your information.And then i don't know from when.she starts to like Tokio Hotel.
Everytime she talks, 'Tokio Hotel...'
Every time she sings, 'Tokio Hotel's songs'
Every time she used our computer to listen song, 'Tokio Hotel's songs'
Every time she watched MV, 'Tokio Hotel's MV'
Every time she google something, 'Tokio Hotel...'
Every time she open the news paper, 'searching for Tokio Hotel...(Sadly,we Asia here usally just put news about Asia's singer.It's hard,real hard to find Taylor Swift on the news, so how could Tokio Hotel be on the news?)'


Every time she starts talking about Tokio Hotel, i'll starts talking about Taylor Swift and it will be very noisy
Every time she sings Tokio Hotel's songs,I sings Taylor Swift's song


And then we'll stops,LAUGHING.


For one thing,I just don't understand why she says me singing sucks...(‘because your singing just suck' That's what she says).But,excuse me?This is so not true!
Whatever,i gave up on wondering.So,every time me unconsciously singing Taylor's song,I'll quickly change to singing Tokio Hotel's songs because sis says my singing sucks , so i'm trying to make her hates Tokio Hotel's song (she says she get bored of the song i'm always singing)...


Huh,this thing just won't stop,doesn't it？Never-mind just let it continue...
I love you ,sis(OMG,don't let her see this.Sis,if you saw this,pretend that you didn't saw it,ok?)




♥gyr

that's what she said. love her.bless her.kiss her. (me only)

HEY, make some noise.

BY the way, Tokio Hotel is totally awesome.

spell 'crying'

C-R-Y-I-N-G

That's easy. But I'd just realised that me, a person who would cry at any time, at any length, for basically anything, didn't cry on the Graduation Day. Or even now, two days later.

Something must be wrong here. Very very wrong. Wrong from the root. (do this phrase even existed? Dunno)

I don't know what to do. Me, didn't cry.

no cry= wrong.

I can tell you, I miss my friends very much (note: multiply a zillion times at the word very), even now, as I was blogging at Monday afternoon (or is it noon? I am very confused. Over everything) even as I ditched school because I plan to go to school tomorrow.

What was, or is -whatever- going wrong?

Guess pretty much that everything is wrong. Or it hadn't hit me,yet.

Graduation nausea haven't manage to find me.

dread the day when it really find me, because I'd cry really hard. Hard as in, two packs of tissues.

As I typed this, I realised how much I miss my friends and my school. Curse me for ditching now.

Do someone has a tissue? Okay, forget that. Straight to the point.

The conclusion is,

I miss school and my friends and I don't want to cry but now I feel like crying so I write down my feeling.

There, the conclusion. Sorry for you guys who had to read the so many words of rubbish above before come across the point. Sorry for your wasted time. Next time, I'll write the conclusion in bold at the beginning of my blog.

Sorry.

ps, I'd been listening to music again while typing, so sorry for any error, or spelling mistakes.

Name one thing

'Name one thing that you'd ever regretted.'

Yeah, I can name one without thinking, such as writing my blog address in the class magazine.

Because I can't erase it or deleting it in what ever sort of way. When I wrote it down, it was 11 a.m. near 12... and I was feeling very, very, very sleepy, so I guess I just write the wrong sort of things -because I had to hand it in the next day. (looking back, I think what I wrote were incoherent, err）But then it turned out that, actually I didn't need to hand in so fast.

I can't really write out why exactly I regret writing the address, because I don't really know the reason. That's the problem. It had something to do with my poor English & grammar.

Guess when the time comes (when the address is wrongfully used), I'll just change my blog address.

Done.

somewhere in between

I know it was 12 a.m. now. What AM I doing? It's not like my net life was interesting or something remotely close... And I was supposed to sleep early. Because tomorrow is school day, as simple as that. And day to take class picture, a picture that your classmates will eventually rely on to remember your face (okay I know there is Facebook, but still...) ,so...

I hate 12 a.m.

me again

Surf freely... on the web now with Digi broadband. Okay I know this sounds like a commercial sentence. But this is how I feel right now, because the speed is so unbelievable compare with the previous Maxis one. So guys, if you ever want to use a broadband, use Digi. I can't guarantee that this speed I experience right now is going to last forever though.

Back to business, I'd been busy during the last two weeks. But I still yearn for online-ing, of google-ing the things I am interested but, not necessary needed to know. My teacher was dead right about the things that human need & want. When you get to online, you will be addicted to it.

Right now, there are so many things that I wanted to write about. Books, songs, my life...

And my friend called me a Facebook stalker.

This is so untrue, if you ask me.

But I think that she mean it in a nice way, that I was concerned of my friend's updates and activities.

At least, I hope so.

Oh and by the way, if I am a online stalker, I know what I stalked most, and I am not ashamed to write that I am still is, because I google she/him/they/it almost everyday. Leave to others to figure out.

Hehe

next, Taylor Swift guest star in CSI.

TH BK

hello?!

Tried to upload a new picture to use as my blog background,
BUT,
Blogger said,
'sorry, your file is too large'

What? What? WHAT!

Frustrating!!! I design this picture by myself to use as the background,
AND????!!!

A glimpse of my oh so beautiful picture ^^




lovely, isn't it ?

Crap, I got to save my time.

111010

uh huh, been listening to songs again.
I'd find myself some really good songs to listen in. ^^
Good lyrics, good music, awesome singer, awesome live show!!!
Feeling like laughing out loud, as a matter of fact,
I confess, I did.

Just that I felt that maybe not everybody agree with my choice,
my sister did,
but I decided not to write out the name...
Yeah.
I saw the singer in newspaper today...almost screamed!


TH B.K

Report time

Ate two ice creams (durian and red bean flavour) and some grapes to chase away the heat...
As far as I concern, the effect doesn't last long. =(

Then I went online, tried to add more favorite song on my list...
Then FAILED. Because it was loaded.
I bet Facebook invented that setting to use it against people like me, who got tendency to write too much (not necessary important things).
Anyway, I was trying to add 'dark side of the sun' into the list, but refused to delete other songs.


They turn
everything you love
into verbo-ote
From the cradle,
To the grave,
part of the show-oh
We are, we are, we are
Radio hysteria
Hello!
The end is near
Hello!
We're still standing here
The future's just begun
on the dark side of the sun
on the dark side of the sun for us!

Hello!!!
To satisfy my need to promote this song ^^.

I don't know why I wrote this blog, guess I just want to write something when I am listening to some song. That's my habit.

haha, TH BK

Genetic factor

My father went like, gosh, I had messaged her (a female relative of mine) this and this, but she never reply my message then... I think she is mad at me..Did I do something wrong???

Then he checked his phone, looking for the message, try to dissect the sentence to see what exactly had he wrote wrong, and found nothing (FYI, he just typed words of encouraging to her son). Still, he continued to worry...

I watched him with fascination, you know, this could be the big chance for me to discover some great trace of my father in me. Hahahahax! Finally knew that what happen to me! He was so like me!! Or, I was so like him...

He worried in the same way with me, he analyzed the situation the same way with me, he fidgeted
in the same way with me... He is 100 percent my father!

I always worry about things too much, over-analyzed everything...
The reason lies gene deep!!! ^^ The ultimate reason!

But I doubted my dad would listen to the song of my choice.
Recently, it is Eminem, Tokio Hotel and Muse.
If my dad know, he would had gone berserk. Why?
good question. Just listen this. I love this. *smile*



After all, I could not be 100 percent like my dad.
That's crazy like forget to bring school bag to school or something...
And speaking of school, I just checked my BM teacher's Facebook profile.
I could imagine how my father's Facebook profile would look like, if he ever had one,
because he just asked me if I put my real name in Facebook...

I love my father, he is fun in his own way. =)

I am sitting in front of the PC, listening to :

Not afraid
Dark side of the sun
the world behind my wall
monsoon
Decode
love the way you lie

and some music. Recalling incidents at school.

English lesson:
~ the window pane almost made my laugh out loud. Know why it is called 'window pane' ?
~ her beloved
~exaggeration. I didn't realize that I spelled it started with 'eza" crap.

Chinese :
~As if...

BM:
~filling certificates

Sister is sitting THE EXAM.

喜欢一个人

想了很久，
喜欢一个人的定义是什么？
爱，又是怎样？

喜欢一个人的时候，
可以同时喜欢另一个人吗？
还有另另另另一个人......
毕竟‘只是喜欢’，还没有‘在一起’
不算‘精神出轨’。

可是不知道为什么，
我就是很排斥这种情况，
或者，不能接受。

在我眼中，
就算只是喜欢，也应限制对象啊...
喜欢，不应有二心。
（如果喜欢这么多人，那么他/她到底是特别，抑或因他/她是异性？）
不明白。

breaking free

Started to feel that my life is a circle.
It goes round and round and round...
I can even predict what is going to happen tomorrow.
Don't believe me?

Well,
mostly I'll do another pile of homework,
talk to friends when teacher is not around,
breathe through tissues (as a matter of fact, I just caught a cold. >,<)
do tuition homework...
And, to be perfectly honest, I like it.
Just some part of me will regret over something that is not turned up right.
But it's okay, I deal with it everyday.
Just hold on tight and I'll be alright...

(pss, do you know some part of your life is irreversible? Once it had passed, there is no turning back... )

But this life, although is almost perfect, bound to end somehow.

Someday...
And I'll be out of secondary school.
I'll miss my friends and teachers...

Already feel like crying,
I'm just glad there is no one around now,
or they will see me with running nose (partly because of the cold)
Wonder how and when I can say goodbyes without feeling sad.

Always tell myself that,
when life is hard,
I'm just gonna square my shoulder and put up a brave face.
And I'm going to stick to this til the end

sharing

Crossed this while looking at blogs... 'Snooping around' had become my favorite past times.^^

Food for thought.
Because if you told me four years ago that a website that lets people post their thoughts in 140 characters would become popular, I would have been like, get out of here. Or something to express my annoyed disbelief.
But now like everyone has Twitter. Even the most unlikely people have Twitter.
President Medvedev, is that you!??!
Things like that.
And blogs. What's up with this blog thing?!
And don't even get me started on Facebook. If someone told me (following the same format of above) that today people would sit in front of their laptops for hours just staring at their news feed, I would have been like, get out of here! Again! And stay out!

Okay, this sounds like me... I just like to write stuff. Ezz. What will happen when I abandoned writing?

hot and cold

I am sitting in front of my computer, listening to songs. Suddenly, Katy Perry's 'Hot N Cold' played.
Realized that I haven't listen to this song for a long long time, and it is a nice song too... How I ever grow distance from this song? Guess I just lazy to search for this song after the PC dead, meaning I lost all songs in the computer. This time, I won't let the song slip away again.

Brick by boring brick ~Paramore

partial lyrics

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind

It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

keep your feet on the ground
when your head's in the clouds

Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba ba da ba ba da

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve
Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brick
or the wolf's gonna blow it down

Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic

If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah


I love this song because it help me to keep my head... at the right place

pictures

My family <3 and me in my favorite grey T

words

Suspect that I had OCD Obsessive-Compulsive-Disorder, because I will sign in to my blog every time I online. Okay, probably not OCD, just a healthy addiction to writing. Period.

School life is interesting. Sorry that this will end at the end of the year. =(
I don't want it to end. =(
Which leads me to think...

...
...
...
...
...
...
..

What had I done in THIS YEAR?

TIME FLIES...

And soon it would be goodbyes again.
Yrrrr.

Just
probably
not
xxx

my character

It's me again

Of course... hehe. Long time no online (3 days) , felt so bored. zzz

There are several lessons that I had learn.

The big lesson number

1. Never watch CSIs while eating. Because you will feel like vomiting.

2. Mom and dad always do the best (at least, in their opinion) for us. Though you might have different thought, keep the thought to yourself. Because if you did, you will hurt three person...

3. The music or CD/DVD you never stop liking is the best. Just realize, as always, that the 'Howl's moving castle"(a production of Studio Ghibli) soundtrack is the BEST... especially 'the merry-go-round of life' I could listen to it for a few hours, even as my lullaby, and the music has soothing effect on me.

4.Time management is very important.



<3 this... =)

Once again, the net

Gosh, every time I write 'once again', I will suddenly think of Westlife's version of 'If I let you go'. Even when 'once again' are pretty common pharses. You know, the 'once again I am thinking about...' lyrics. And yes, it appear in my brain, with the music!

Back to the topic, I am doing my routine of surfing the net. I always go: Facebook, MSN, Twitter, Blogger, Youtube...Google. But sometimes I felt like I was wasting my time, due to:

1. My almost non-existence in Facebook. Because I seldom put any update.
2. My e-mail are non sense, only full of ads and spams

It is so BOOOOOORRRING!!!!!!
I must be very desperate, considering the amount of the exclamation marks.

So what am I doing? Writing stuff. Right.

Guess I am ...

No internet access, no computer, no favorite books.
Until now
And I am still surviving against the odds!

Yes!
Okay, I know this is not the fist time, and not even the last.
But I kinda enjoy my time, because I get to meet people I didn't meet for months.
Going back home soon.

note: this blog was written and saved as draft at 12 September 2010

Saying my goodbyes

I am saying my goodbyes to everything I owned now, for I'll lose almost all my favorites tomorrow.

Bye,
to the books
to the computer
to the rain... (wherever it is, there would not be so much rain as in Taiping, the weather must be verrrryyy hot)

Hello,
cousins
and the WEDDING.

Taylor Swift at Oprah

~secret~ one republic

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Sending it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will delight those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

rate: 4 stars
like it!
ok, i know it is a little bit too late to post this...

Freaking out

No time for relaxing during holiday. The schedule is full.
It looks like this:

Monday morning: tuition
Tuesday afternoon: account class
Wednesday-Next Monday: GO SEREMBAN/MALACCA/KL...

I don't mind the first two, but I'll be hardly at home at all then.

NO BOOKS, INTERNET, COMPUTER.
FINISH HOMEWORK EARLY (if can)
LONG JOURNEY BACK HOME

Help!!!
Disaster.

Working on the review

I thought my teacher is really brilliant. Maybe even genius to think up the idea to give us the assignment to write a book/movie review. That is so (I mean it) creative.
Thousand times better than writing the pro and cons of Facebook. As far as I concern, we the teenagers don't care about THAT so much. It's all about take it or leave it. (Oh, I mean pros and cons of Facebooking). Anyway, I am not into facts and argumentative writing.

Knowing me, I am the one who choose to write the review of a book. You want me to write review for Twilight, New Moon or Eclipse? Ha ha, just kidding, (not that it would be a bad idea,I'm just lack of guts, you see, the teacher has already shown her distaste for Twilight Saga. But it is good to try on something new too) I am going to write review for Dear John (book version).

Better work on it now.

#nowplaying brick by boring brick. Nice song.

You'd think I will get over it.

Just as I think, come on, this book I had read about 20++ times, I didn't NEED to read it again. It's all printed in my brain.

At the next moment, I will think, since I got nothing better to do, why I don't start it all over again? Just to refresh the memories, you know, humans tend to forget. Okay, fine enough. I picked up the books, turn to the first page, and began to read it again. And only put down the book after I had finished reading it, which as at about 1 a.m.. Again.

You'd think I'll learn my lesson.
Perfect, all I need is yawning at the next morning. That will be interesting.

So I scolded myself, promised myself not to do it again, because I'll be sleep deprived.

*Repeat lines on top ten times. *

That's me.

A little bit self-destructive.
A little bit bookish. (so maybe a lot)
Also might be foolish.

Wish I have the ability to 'know one when saw one'. ---I mean books. We can't judge a book by cover, right?

Smile always.

~mine~ Taylor Swift

Lyrics here.

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town and never looked back
I was a flight risk, afraid of fallin'
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothin' figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes

This is what I thought about:

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it

I can see it now

btw, I can't imagine she wants to get married right now and have children. This is awesome, though.

I am smiling...

Love the more softwares computer now. It has new anti virus installed (I admit that I am not good at guarding the computer against virus) as well as a good software to search online for musics!

I was spending my post-exam life by reading books, then listening to the songs I'd love most. My playlist featured Taylor Swift, Paramore, Muse...

But the songs that I think held more meaning for me are:

~Love story
~If we ever meet again
~Decode
~The only exception
~Neutron star collision
~The way I loved you
~Change

And I'm not finished with the list, yet. Somehow I think 'Teenage dream' is kinda nice, all you have to do is IGNORE the lyrics. ^^

Ciao for now.

♥ g. y. x.

(I think I love that signature too)

一首不知何时写的诗

整理我的书时发现这首诗

×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××
只是一道风景
路人走过 在小径旁
日复一日 年复一年

只是一道风景
车子驶过
未看清前就已绝尘而去

日子在
静静地 溜走
因为
我只是
风景一道

×××××××××××××××××××××××××

# 即使日子很难过也要过，倒不如开心地过每一天！#

热天... ...

风扇虽在转动
但我却感受不到...一丝凉快
若有风也只是阵阵热浪而已。天气的变化果然很大，
想‘当年’刚到太平时天气冷到晚上得盖双层被单，但如今下午不仅没有下雨，周围的温度都使我有出身火炉的错觉。
把我那份饼干分给狗吃。
冰水冰块都加入灭火大队了，无奈仍解不了热！！
下雨下雨下雨......

诗歌

成熟 席慕容

童年的梦幻褪色了
不再是 只愿做一只
长了翅膀的小精灵

有月亮的晚上
倚在窗前的
是渐呈修长的双手
将火热的颊贴在石栏上
在古长春藤的荫里
有萤火在游

不再写流水帐似的日记了
换成了密密的
模糊的字迹
在一页页深蓝浅蓝的泪痕里
有著谁都不知道的语句

Blahh

Crossed some really good poems (in mandarin)while I was trying to read for the E word... Will post it later.
Anyway, I got this big issue about the internet. The broadband service is like, going to expire. And I had NO idea what is the best connection? That is stable and fast? Help... =(

Promised myself to be happy again and again. And I was. But I ended up being depressed again.With no really good reason. Right now, in front of this computer, I am happy. Something is really WRONG with me... Because my emotions seemed to take a roller coaster ride. Is this normal? I don't know. If I know then I'll not write rubbish...

Listening to Taylor Swift's new single 'Mine'. Though the music is not as good as before, I like the lyrics.

My sis told me that the more you try to avoid something to happen, the more probable it is to happen. Okay, I don't know if that is true, but I know more CONFLICTS and MISUNDERSTANDINGS happened since I tried to avoid them. So, from now onwards, I'll just try to be my true self... Let the people say what they want to... Because I am really tired of -I don't know?- thinking too much, worrying what people will say if I do this , do that. I believe I can do this.

Wish me luck! I am heading to a less-conflict-less-misunderstanding-life. ^^

smile always

Feel like I am becoming the Moaning Myrtle soon.
As in the Myrtle from Harry Potter. A bad sign.

Promise myself to smile always!
(ignore the time... I haven't change the setting)

Today

Here am I, back to my own blog to write some more. ^^

things I really want to do but can't do so: (at least for now)
a.k.a my future to-do-list.

1. secret

2.sing k without being looked by others like 'dude, this girl is weird'... I want to able to sing
some songs!
not Jay Chou or someone's (I don't like Jay. now, don't beat me). I want Taylor Swift and
Paramore, Westlife and... Katy Perry (OK, some songs are good too). But there are some title you can't
sing with your friends i.e. 'kissing
you'--my sis sure like that song A LOT.

3. able to go out more. I am like GROUNDED now.

4.read more books.

5. travel to other places.

6. to be continued ... when I can think of more.

major CRISIS

Always don't know what I am going to write...
Always think about whether I should or should not write something here. (hey, I mean this is public! anyone can see!)
Wrote a poem (hardly count as one kind)... and my mind is wondering several miles from here...
I'd mean to write in Chinese, it is just... my typing is slow like you couldn't believe .

Anyway, I'll see.
So many things is happening...like the dog fell sick! Just out of the blue... from nowhere.

I wish I'd write more back then.=(

My sister's birthday

^^
Today is my sister's birthday. She is officially fifteen now. (Not that she was not fifteen before today. It is just a way to count days... I mean, should you start counting your birthday from when you were born or the day you were a zygote? haha. It is just a meaningless question.)

I hope that I am a good sister for her. Sure,we fight sometimes and we tease each other a lot. But maybe she will think that having me as her sister is great. I feel grateful that I can have her as my sister.

Anyway, sweet fifteen to you sis, if you are reading this.

Anything pinky, everything pink

I didn't even have this liking for pink before. To me, pink is just too girlish and sweet. I'd even be disgusted when I saw a girl dressed in all PINK. However, I am feeling quite blue now, and pink cheer me up entirely. Forget about being too sweet. I am a girl after all, and girls deserve all the pink they like. ^^ Well, I think this shade of pink I had for my blogger theme is exactly right.

I search for some pink picture. Isn't they adorable?









Didn't promise to have everything pinkish though. It will be horrible, terrible, incredible (?) (remembered my maths teacher said this line, but not about pink) Pink is not in my blood.

MAJOR Oops, I have so many things to worry, yet I am fussing over pink thingy.

why I like Twilight Saga (book 1)

1. Stephanie Meyer got an unique way of writing the story.The book is well written. When she wrote the saga, she didn't just write the important things, she write in details... such as the everyday life of Bella, what Bella did etc...

2.Bella interesting view of the whole scene...

3. Presence of some classical to compare . The whole Twilight saga is maybe in fact, better than Romeo and Juliet. I mean, Romeo is a flicker. If Romeo and Juliet survive longer, maybe they will find other conflict than just their family background ... Of classic tale, I like 'Pride and Prejudice' more.. And I only know of 'Anne of green gables' since I read Twilight. ( well, that is more like a child's story, but still...)

4. The saga is amusing. Or maybe it is because Bella is hilarious sometimes.

5.Bella is not very concern of other people thought of her...she have her own mind and own choice of clothes.

There gotta be more reasons for me to like the book... But I will quit writing now. Homework...

Addicted to blogging

I think one of the weakness of human is that we tend to forget. This is bad because memories make the past and present us, and writing is a sure way to jolt down things so you won't forget. Since I am getting this blogging business for real (that is: make this page public), I decided to use blogger from now onwards, instead of myspace, as myspace is actually a social networking site... I first started on myspace because of a silly reason, I am even embarrassed to talk about it...so just forget that I'd said that. (you can laugh now),but myspace is getting more and more inconvenient, so this is the end of Myspace blogging for me. (Do you know that Myspace can't save blog as draft?) Will write more.By the way, my old myspace address is http://www.myspace.com/yuxin_goh

-yx-