breaking free

Started to feel that my life is a circle.
It goes round and round and round...
I can even predict what is going to happen tomorrow.
Don't believe me?

Well,
mostly I'll do another pile of homework,
talk to friends when teacher is not around,
breathe through tissues (as a matter of fact, I just caught a cold. >,<)
do tuition homework...
And, to be perfectly honest, I like it.
Just some part of me will regret over something that is not turned up right.
But it's okay, I deal with it everyday.
Just hold on tight and I'll be alright...

(pss, do you know some part of your life is irreversible? Once it had passed, there is no turning back... )

But this life, although is almost perfect, bound to end somehow.

Someday...
And I'll be out of secondary school.
I'll miss my friends and teachers...

Already feel like crying,
I'm just glad there is no one around now,
or they will see me with running nose (partly because of the cold)
Wonder how and when I can say goodbyes without feeling sad.

Always tell myself that,
when life is hard,
I'm just gonna square my shoulder and put up a brave face.
And I'm going to stick to this til the end

sharing

Crossed this while looking at blogs... 'Snooping around' had become my favorite past times.^^

Food for thought.
Because if you told me four years ago that a website that lets people post their thoughts in 140 characters would become popular, I would have been like, get out of here. Or something to express my annoyed disbelief.
But now like everyone has Twitter. Even the most unlikely people have Twitter.
President Medvedev, is that you!??!
Things like that.
And blogs. What's up with this blog thing?!
And don't even get me started on Facebook. If someone told me (following the same format of above) that today people would sit in front of their laptops for hours just staring at their news feed, I would have been like, get out of here! Again! And stay out!

Okay, this sounds like me... I just like to write stuff. Ezz. What will happen when I abandoned writing?

hot and cold

I am sitting in front of my computer, listening to songs. Suddenly, Katy Perry's 'Hot N Cold' played.
Realized that I haven't listen to this song for a long long time, and it is a nice song too... How I ever grow distance from this song? Guess I just lazy to search for this song after the PC dead, meaning I lost all songs in the computer. This time, I won't let the song slip away again.

Brick by boring brick ~Paramore

partial lyrics

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind

It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

keep your feet on the ground
when your head's in the clouds

Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba ba da ba ba da

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve
Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brick
or the wolf's gonna blow it down

Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic

If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah


I love this song because it help me to keep my head... at the right place

pictures

My family <3 and me in my favorite grey T

words

Suspect that I had OCD Obsessive-Compulsive-Disorder, because I will sign in to my blog every time I online. Okay, probably not OCD, just a healthy addiction to writing. Period.

School life is interesting. Sorry that this will end at the end of the year. =(
I don't want it to end. =(
Which leads me to think...

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What had I done in THIS YEAR?

TIME FLIES...

And soon it would be goodbyes again.
Yrrrr.

Just
probably
not
xxx

my character

It's me again

Of course... hehe. Long time no online (3 days) , felt so bored. zzz

There are several lessons that I had learn.

The big lesson number

1. Never watch CSIs while eating. Because you will feel like vomiting.

2. Mom and dad always do the best (at least, in their opinion) for us. Though you might have different thought, keep the thought to yourself. Because if you did, you will hurt three person...

3. The music or CD/DVD you never stop liking is the best. Just realize, as always, that the 'Howl's moving castle"(a production of Studio Ghibli) soundtrack is the BEST... especially 'the merry-go-round of life' I could listen to it for a few hours, even as my lullaby, and the music has soothing effect on me.

4.Time management is very important.



<3 this... =)

Once again, the net

Gosh, every time I write 'once again', I will suddenly think of Westlife's version of 'If I let you go'. Even when 'once again' are pretty common pharses. You know, the 'once again I am thinking about...' lyrics. And yes, it appear in my brain, with the music!

Back to the topic, I am doing my routine of surfing the net. I always go: Facebook, MSN, Twitter, Blogger, Youtube...Google. But sometimes I felt like I was wasting my time, due to:

1. My almost non-existence in Facebook. Because I seldom put any update.
2. My e-mail are non sense, only full of ads and spams

It is so BOOOOOORRRING!!!!!!
I must be very desperate, considering the amount of the exclamation marks.

So what am I doing? Writing stuff. Right.

Guess I am ...

No internet access, no computer, no favorite books.
Until now
And I am still surviving against the odds!

Yes!
Okay, I know this is not the fist time, and not even the last.
But I kinda enjoy my time, because I get to meet people I didn't meet for months.
Going back home soon.

note: this blog was written and saved as draft at 12 September 2010

Saying my goodbyes

I am saying my goodbyes to everything I owned now, for I'll lose almost all my favorites tomorrow.

Bye,
to the books
to the computer
to the rain... (wherever it is, there would not be so much rain as in Taiping, the weather must be verrrryyy hot)

Hello,
cousins
and the WEDDING.

Taylor Swift at Oprah

~secret~ one republic

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Sending it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will delight those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

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Freaking out

No time for relaxing during holiday. The schedule is full.
It looks like this:

Monday morning: tuition
Tuesday afternoon: account class
Wednesday-Next Monday: GO SEREMBAN/MALACCA/KL...

I don't mind the first two, but I'll be hardly at home at all then.

NO BOOKS, INTERNET, COMPUTER.
FINISH HOMEWORK EARLY (if can)
LONG JOURNEY BACK HOME

Help!!!
Disaster.

Working on the review

I thought my teacher is really brilliant. Maybe even genius to think up the idea to give us the assignment to write a book/movie review. That is so (I mean it) creative.
Thousand times better than writing the pro and cons of Facebook. As far as I concern, we the teenagers don't care about THAT so much. It's all about take it or leave it. (Oh, I mean pros and cons of Facebooking). Anyway, I am not into facts and argumentative writing.

Knowing me, I am the one who choose to write the review of a book. You want me to write review for Twilight, New Moon or Eclipse? Ha ha, just kidding, (not that it would be a bad idea,I'm just lack of guts, you see, the teacher has already shown her distaste for Twilight Saga. But it is good to try on something new too) I am going to write review for Dear John (book version).

Better work on it now.

#nowplaying brick by boring brick. Nice song.