breaking free

Started to feel that my life is a circle.
It goes round and round and round...
I can even predict what is going to happen tomorrow.
Don't believe me?

Well,
mostly I'll do another pile of homework,
talk to friends when teacher is not around,
breathe through tissues (as a matter of fact, I just caught a cold. >,<)
do tuition homework...
And, to be perfectly honest, I like it.
Just some part of me will regret over something that is not turned up right.
But it's okay, I deal with it everyday.
Just hold on tight and I'll be alright...

(pss, do you know some part of your life is irreversible? Once it had passed, there is no turning back... )

But this life, although is almost perfect, bound to end somehow.

Someday...
And I'll be out of secondary school.
I'll miss my friends and teachers...

Already feel like crying,
I'm just glad there is no one around now,
or they will see me with running nose (partly because of the cold)
Wonder how and when I can say goodbyes without feeling sad.

Always tell myself that,
when life is hard,
I'm just gonna square my shoulder and put up a brave face.
And I'm going to stick to this til the end