You'd think I will get over it.

Just as I think, come on, this book I had read about 20++ times, I didn't NEED to read it again. It's all printed in my brain.

At the next moment, I will think, since I got nothing better to do, why I don't start it all over again? Just to refresh the memories, you know, humans tend to forget. Okay, fine enough. I picked up the books, turn to the first page, and began to read it again. And only put down the book after I had finished reading it, which as at about 1 a.m.. Again.

You'd think I'll learn my lesson.
Perfect, all I need is yawning at the next morning. That will be interesting.

So I scolded myself, promised myself not to do it again, because I'll be sleep deprived.

*Repeat lines on top ten times. *

That's me.

A little bit self-destructive.
A little bit bookish. (so maybe a lot)
Also might be foolish.

Wish I have the ability to 'know one when saw one'. ---I mean books. We can't judge a book by cover, right?

Smile always.

~mine~ Taylor Swift

Lyrics here.

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town and never looked back
I was a flight risk, afraid of fallin'
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothin' figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes

This is what I thought about:

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it

I can see it now

btw, I can't imagine she wants to get married right now and have children. This is awesome, though.

I am smiling...

Love the more softwares computer now. It has new anti virus installed (I admit that I am not good at guarding the computer against virus) as well as a good software to search online for musics!

I was spending my post-exam life by reading books, then listening to the songs I'd love most. My playlist featured Taylor Swift, Paramore, Muse...

But the songs that I think held more meaning for me are:

~Love story
~If we ever meet again
~Decode
~The only exception
~Neutron star collision
~The way I loved you
~Change

And I'm not finished with the list, yet. Somehow I think 'Teenage dream' is kinda nice, all you have to do is IGNORE the lyrics. ^^

Ciao for now.

♥ g. y. x.

(I think I love that signature too)

一首不知何时写的诗

整理我的书时发现这首诗

×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××
只是一道风景
路人走过 在小径旁
日复一日 年复一年

只是一道风景
车子驶过
未看清前就已绝尘而去

日子在
静静地 溜走
因为
我只是
风景一道

×××××××××××××××××××××××××

# 即使日子很难过也要过，倒不如开心地过每一天！#

热天... ...

风扇虽在转动
但我却感受不到...一丝凉快
若有风也只是阵阵热浪而已。天气的变化果然很大，
想‘当年’刚到太平时天气冷到晚上得盖双层被单，但如今下午不仅没有下雨，周围的温度都使我有出身火炉的错觉。
把我那份饼干分给狗吃。
冰水冰块都加入灭火大队了，无奈仍解不了热！！
下雨下雨下雨......

诗歌

成熟 席慕容

童年的梦幻褪色了
不再是 只愿做一只
长了翅膀的小精灵

有月亮的晚上
倚在窗前的
是渐呈修长的双手
将火热的颊贴在石栏上
在古长春藤的荫里
有萤火在游

不再写流水帐似的日记了
换成了密密的
模糊的字迹
在一页页深蓝浅蓝的泪痕里
有著谁都不知道的语句

Blahh

Crossed some really good poems (in mandarin)while I was trying to read for the E word... Will post it later.
Anyway, I got this big issue about the internet. The broadband service is like, going to expire. And I had NO idea what is the best connection? That is stable and fast? Help... =(

Promised myself to be happy again and again. And I was. But I ended up being depressed again.With no really good reason. Right now, in front of this computer, I am happy. Something is really WRONG with me... Because my emotions seemed to take a roller coaster ride. Is this normal? I don't know. If I know then I'll not write rubbish...

Listening to Taylor Swift's new single 'Mine'. Though the music is not as good as before, I like the lyrics.

My sis told me that the more you try to avoid something to happen, the more probable it is to happen. Okay, I don't know if that is true, but I know more CONFLICTS and MISUNDERSTANDINGS happened since I tried to avoid them. So, from now onwards, I'll just try to be my true self... Let the people say what they want to... Because I am really tired of -I don't know?- thinking too much, worrying what people will say if I do this , do that. I believe I can do this.

Wish me luck! I am heading to a less-conflict-less-misunderstanding-life. ^^

smile always

Feel like I am becoming the Moaning Myrtle soon.
As in the Myrtle from Harry Potter. A bad sign.

Promise myself to smile always!
(ignore the time... I haven't change the setting)

Today

Here am I, back to my own blog to write some more. ^^

things I really want to do but can't do so: (at least for now)
a.k.a my future to-do-list.

1. secret

2.sing k without being looked by others like 'dude, this girl is weird'... I want to able to sing
some songs!
not Jay Chou or someone's (I don't like Jay. now, don't beat me). I want Taylor Swift and
Paramore, Westlife and... Katy Perry (OK, some songs are good too). But there are some title you can't
sing with your friends i.e. 'kissing
you'--my sis sure like that song A LOT.

3. able to go out more. I am like GROUNDED now.

4.read more books.

5. travel to other places.

6. to be continued ... when I can think of more.

major CRISIS

Always don't know what I am going to write...
Always think about whether I should or should not write something here. (hey, I mean this is public! anyone can see!)
Wrote a poem (hardly count as one kind)... and my mind is wondering several miles from here...
I'd mean to write in Chinese, it is just... my typing is slow like you couldn't believe .

Anyway, I'll see.
So many things is happening...like the dog fell sick! Just out of the blue... from nowhere.

I wish I'd write more back then.=(