Who say Chocolate (aka me) don't know how to enjoy herself ?

This afternoon is extremely hot with rays of sunbeam penetrating through the thin lace curtain.
You can feel the power of the mighty sun which cast orange light on the floor.
With the sun behaving like this, room temperature in this very room that  she is in at least rise about 1 degree Celsius.

Yet, Chocolate, who is the biggest hater of hot and humid temperature didn't seemed to mind about the sun, or anything else. Her eyes, are glued on the computer screen.
Songs from Tokio Hotel can be heard playing softly in the background while Chocolate has her hands on the key board, typing sentences at a website named ...blog. Then, Taylor Swift's voice came out from the speaker while she typed this sentence.
This is, a regular afternoon for Chocolate.

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At least, I think this is what people would perceive when they saw me now. I am writing from another person point of view simply because I am too boring.

Why calling her chocolate? Because she yearn for some right now. 

Sadness is contagious

I was happily white-washing my bedroom while listening to the radio. Then I heard 'back to December' and felt sad again. We should have a rule about not airing sad songs all the time especially when someone try to cheer up right? Taylor came up with this song that contain so much sadness that I wonder how she live with it. Sadness I mean.

Someone please save me from myself

Perhaps due to prolong lack of schooling and doing anything remotely interesting, I'd been reading a lot of books and listen to tons of songs. I am not kidding when I say 'lots of reading', now my reading material includes :The Star, Sin Chew, novels ( most recent Jane Eyre), Just English, Asian Geographic, Readers' Digest ...

Still, that amount of books and magazines do no good for my constantly-feel-bored-soul. I had a guess that when reading those books no longer take a back seat, say, from your text books and homeworks, the fun slips away too.

To nourish my soul, I listen to songs. All kind. (EDIT: except some, because I still despise the singers. You would thought that a person like me , who is going to be 18, would learn to appreciate things better than filter them by the singer/artist/writer/producer, but not for me anyway)

Lack of better things to do, I took some quiz on Facebook. Everyone knows that the quiz are just for fun, to consume your time. So I did the quiz. From the results, I deduce that I am very depress and lonely person. Heck, maybe I am bitter too.

My results say:

Which Taylor Swift song are you?

Yu got Forever & Always.

You feel betrayed. Either by a friend, family member, or loved one. You feel that they wronged you and told you lies.

Okay everyone deals with lies don't they? No big deal. I feel betrayed?That's a news.

What song of Tokio Hotel discribes you?

Yu got Phantom rider.
You are a person who lost somebody. You still want to say goodbye, but that will not work. you are verry depressed because. You want to disappear from this miserable world back to the one that means so much to you.

One fact: this quiz result contain mistakes,'you are very depressed because' then what? Must I be the one who complete the sentence?

My Result: The Shoegazer

How Obscure is Your Taste in Music?

"Shoegaze" is the best way to describe your taste in music. You love anything that sounds dreamy and distant, with subdued, often androgynous-sounding vocals. You're not into mosh pits or dancing at concerts; rather, you just like to sit back and take in the distorted, ethereal sounds of the music around you. You probably hardly know any of the lyrics to any of your favorite songs, because it's the melody and sound that really matter the most.

Fact: I listen to lyrics too. And are likely to sream in concerts. I haven't tell this theory yet because I haven't go to my first concert. *sad*

SEE, I am very depressed because I don't know what I am depressing over. I don't even know HOW I am going to sound sarcastic as I had intended at the beginning of this post. Help!!! I am going to _____ (you fill in the blank)
Bye. *goes to sulk some more*
muahaha (unsure this is a real laugh or not) (I am sick)(self-loathing)

My first post in 2011

They said you must write something happy in a new year right? I can't think of anything to write right now as I was busy running around in internet at.... site, google. Okay I am not gonna tell which site I am on because it is personal to me.

Here's my happy little post:

XXXXXXX

dang.

I'll write when I can think of one. Sometimes it's just too hard to write something.

xxxxxxxxxxx

edit:

I finally found it.

At 110111, approximately 3.55 p.m., I heard Hitz.FM airing 'Hurricanes and suns'. Gosh, I went all high and I swear my heart swell up twice its size. Then I turned the volume up!

I thought things couldn't be better, but it did. Hitz aired 'back to december next!

Thank you, Hitz.fm for making my entire day so wonderful.

Still, I am holding a grudge against you for NOT playing 'h&s' for so long (at least when I tune in)

XD

The Cameron's incident

No, I am not talking about Cameran Diaz. I am talking about my recent encounter when I went to Cameran Highland with my family.

My father decided to take us to Cameran for a walk (and buy some jams) on our way home from Malacca.

We went to the night market (at 8 p.m.) to browse for strawberries jam ( my father), mouth watering food (my mother) and generally, everything that is interesting (me and my sister).

Guess what I saw?

Two European guys. (okay this is a common sight)

Standing in front of a stall.

Eating...

CHAR KUEY TIAO

I couldn't believe my eyes...

Of all the yummy food, they choose kuey tiao which was sold RM 6 a plate (really expensive) and NOT DELICIOUS at all?

Hmm, maybe they don't develop a taste for Malaysian food yet. They looked like they enjoyed eating that kuey tiao very much.

(I can tell from the appearance of those kuey tiao that it was not yummy, it looks kinda wet and cold...)

Now back from the trip, I am spending my time by:

enough said. I am getting lazier.

Away from home

Came back to Taiping the day before yesterday. It was such a tiring journey. Plus it was boring because I didn't get the chance to listen to any radio station or songs at all. While I was away, I promised myself to write a blog about my trip (I always do this) but I don't know whether I still want to do this or not. Right now I am busy...

Life's a tough crowd

I'm not kidding. Life is a big circle of endless learning. You started to learn when you were born, till the very last day of your life.
But no, I am not going to talk about philosophy now. Yet.

I am talking about a 5-6 hours journey in your father's car to your hometown, which doesn't feel like one anymore because there is almost no one to look forward, except your mother's side relatives and a few of your father's side relatives. Plus there is some malevolent aunties and uncles who like to question some really awkward situations like which position you are in the last exam bla bla bla. Like every time we met is the time for them to show off how excellent their children are. Now I got to attend one of my cousins' wedding. I am totally not close with this cousin of mine, the last time we met is like, three years ago when my uncle passed away.

I am sorry I bad-mouthed about them but I can't stand the thought of seeing them AGAIN. It is such a tremendous stress...

ugh ugh ugh

androgynous

A lot of androgynous character emerged in the telly since K-pop become a popular trend.

Don't get me wrong, I had nothing against androgynous people, really. How they chose to portray their images, is their choice, not ours. And it is our CHOICE, whether to look at them or not.

It's only fair.

But somewhat, a lot of people get confused when they see androgynous person.

'Is this a boy or a girl?' This is the most common question.

Well, actually it's easy to determine their gender, I always get 100% correct when I guess that. A few useful tips,

~determine their culture.

If you saw a person with unidentified gender in a Korean drama, don't hesitate, the person with make up but with masculine quality is definitely a male, because they like to do so. And that male wearing regular men's clothes but seems shy is always female (it's a clinch e in the drama that a girl try to act like a boy for some reason and they always succeeded, though in real life situation, it hardly occur)

~their make up

It's unavoidable that all artist have make ups.

If her/his make up is light, then the he must be a she.

If his/her make up is heavy, then it must be he.

~their voice

NO. This field doesn't help at all. A lot of blokes in Korean drama got girly voices, so do the girl.

So, don't even consider this field unless you wanted to get really confused. ^^

To wrap it all up,

if they look like girl, then they are male. And vice versa.

If they look like anything in between, there is always GOOGLE to seek help.

Good news for music mania like me ~ oh my...

I might faint. I feel... okay, take a deep breathe. Get a grip.

The big news is

Westlife has a new album and Tokio Hotel has 'Best of' (okay this is actuually three..)

I know this news a long time ago, but it seems now is the time to gush about it.
This is no not happening, I mean in a good way.

This is my paradise.

Okay so I "ve got a weird feeling

I know it was a stupid thing to think about . But hey, is there such thing as 'allergic to mosquito bite'? My house experienced power failure yesterday (thank god it was not the day before yesterday, I got exam!!!) No, that was yesterday, but I had to study the day before yesterday, right?

Back to mosquito, during the blackout, where we got torchlights, candles and everything, due to some very unknown reason the mosquitoes were attracted to me. My legs, my hands... covered with red marks and red spots now. The spots are not going to vanish without a good few days. Don't ask me why, my skin has always been like this.

During the blackout I had flashbacks of the days I just moved to Taiping. Weird. With all the lights faded out, the world seems quiet.

Talking about exam, it was going to over...

But,

days at school with friends are the same too.

I don't know I should be glad or sad. It is a 'complicated' feeling. (oh did I mention that I don't like the word 'complicated'??)